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iou ep

by amelia cooper

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1.
november 05:26
the curious ocean laps at my knees, and my hair has gone wild in the curious breeze sometimes I can feel the stars writing on me, and telling me I'm not quite where I should be and I just want to break free from the stone cold gaze of irony step into the water, don't hold back 'cause you're somebody's daughter age with care age with care can't you see the lines they turn to faults with just a shift if you push me I will crumble and the faults are all that's left do you like me now? can't you hear the thunder in the dampness of the night hear it booming, pressures tuning to the frequency of light I'm not trying to be-- there's a part of me that wants nothing at all there's a part of me always waiting to trip and fall there's a part of me that wants nothing at all there's a part of me always wanting to trip and fall in november it's so quiet 'til the rain falls down on aluminum rooves if you listen, you'll hear laughter falling in rivulets memories old and new there's a part of me that wants nothing at all there's a part of me always waiting to trip and fall there's a part of me that wants nothing at all there's a part of me...
2.
breathe 04:44
lately I’ve been trying not to sleep ‘cause my dreams are so riddled with anxieties & lately I’ve been trying hard to breathe deep ‘cause when my lungs fill my heart slows just enough to hear my soul scream did you notice anything different? have you noticed anything new-- right in front of you? I know I’ve dreamt a train’s run off it’s tracks but I’m so dissociated with current events & I can smell the anger on your breath it doesn’t matter it doesn’t matter is there even anybody left? to notice anything different have you noticed anyone new-- coming back for you? & we’re all stargazers love makers we’re our own undertakers a devil child grows up a ghost and ain’t that just the way it goes and goes and goes and goes and goes and goes and goes and we’re all ghosts it goes and goes it goes and goes it goes and goes and goes and goes did you notice anything different? have you noticed anything new-- trapped inside of you?
3.
good grief 05:14
over and over I'm stuck in my head and it sucks in my head sometimes over and over I roll in my bed and it's 20 past 10 and my hips ache my fucking hips ache every day of my life and yes I know I could just go outside why can't you just get over it? nobody said why can't you just get over it? no, they're in your head but I see it in their eyes I hear it in their sighs I feel it when they say: you must do what I say for eight hours a day just to survive I can be so damn mean I can be so damn mean I can be so damn mean to myself I can be so damn mean to everybody else, too I can be so damn mean I can be so damn mean we can be so damn mean to... can we please just be kinder to ourselves? can we please just be more mindful of our health? can we please just be kinder to ourselves? can we please just be more mindful of our health? I dare you to dream tonight I dare you to sing I dare you to dream tonight even if it hurts I dare you to sing even if it doesn't work I dare you dream tonight underneath the stars I dare you to sing like you're a fucking bard I dare you to dream tonight sink into yourself I dare you to sing for you and nobody else over and over I'm stuck in my head and it sucks in my head sometimes
4.
the TV keeps me company says sex is sick and violence is the cure it's funny, when you put it that way I don't really wanna watch it anymore oh the news on the radio says that we'll all die, but we'll be fine if we went to college we might be acknowledged tell me the truth I'm old enough to hear it and young enough to still think it can change what happens now can't be put off 'til tomorrow even when we choose to look astray now happens anyway how come I am so far removed from the body I was given at my birth I don't know about you, but I struggle finding place upon this earth tell me the truth I'm old enough to hear it and young enough to still think it can change from up in the clouds it seems clear that we're surrounded I hope you float
5.
home 04:29
I bought myself new sheets hoping it would help me sleep here I am again stripping velvet from my fingers gripping ropes of sand tessellated promises the smell of death and cigarettes it lingers open a damn window, please open the damn windows here I go again heaving softly over the edge even old trees bend have you been here recently? thought I felt a heart beat on the wind... come, they are circling step with them in time stay for the tuning bell just don't miss your ride home don't miss your ride home

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I finally did it, friends. I recorded and produced this lil' ep from my bedroom over the ever-darkening days approaching the winter solstice in Fairbanks Alaska, and I am happy to present these rough-around-the-edges diy *proper recordings* of some of my music for the first time. I learned so much and tried so many new things along the way. This is for my friends and fam and all the people who ever asked me if they could "find that song online." Big thanks to all of my patrons who helped fund the equipment and hours spent, to Soren for the crash course on editing and using a field recorder, and to Josh for showing me what a de-esser is for.

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released December 22, 2021

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